Thursday, June 30, 2005

A whole month has gone by.....

And I just haven't had the heart to write here.
Isabella turned 1 year old this month. I think I am having some depression related to it. I realized that my "baby" is no longer a baby.....and that as she is my last - I will never have a baby again.
I will never experience pregnancy again. Never feel those first movements. Never again walk around and rub my belly and feel an answering kick from inside. Never again have those exhilirating moments in the delivery room as the baby is pushed out and born.
This is so hard.

Kaitlyn just turned 8. My oldest daughter. She will be baptized this Saturday. I can't believe how she has grown. My littles ones are just getting so grown up.

Conner just completed a 3 day intensive team camp for gymnastics. He did so awesome! He has already learned the routine for the parallel bars. I think that rings are his favorite. Monday on the 4th he has his first "appearance" at the 4th of July parade!

I meet with Noah's neuro pyschologist next week to go over all his results. Looks like he needs quite a bit of therapy..occupational, physical, speech.

Hannah and Lexie..well, they are just crazy! LOL

Shawn cut this hair into a military style. What in the heck was he thinking!!!??? He walked up and I saw him out the window and my jaw hit the floor. UGH! At least it grows fast :)


Jo said...

Do you know how long I waited for a post from you? LOL. You snuck TWO of them in on me when I wasn't looking woman! Seriously though, I can relate to your feelings in this post. I'm afraid I don't have any words of wisdom and I can't say it gets easier because the older mine get the more I miss them as babies. :(

I hope things get in line for Noah so he can get ALL of the therapy he needs and I promise I'll have the GB in the mail by Saturday. ;)

Jessica said...

aww-sorry honey! I just couldn't bring myself to write.